Missing my little one..
I cannot even begin to express the turmoil within my personal journey of late. We all experience a certain degree of struggle in our daily lives, yet I strive to keep drama at bay whenever possible, as I am a peace lover. I am in the middle of a very strange, and sometimes vicious, battle. The wellbeing of my new little granddaughter, who is nearly 9 weeks old, is in jeopardy. My son is little Aliyah’s father, and her mother is struggling with deep mental issues which are affecting all those around her. She needs help, and is taking her time in admiting to this.
Sometimes we just need to realize that we cannot always do everything on our own. We all need help at one time or another, and we need to remember that there are people around us who are placed along our path to help us find our way. And we must always keep the safety and wellbeing of our children first and foremost in our hearts and minds.
As the mother of my little granddaughter has decided to take her daughter away from her father, we are struggling to find a middle ground. We must find the best way to provide a stable environment for the baby, while moving forward with our own lives in a good way. I tried so hard to help our little Aliyah’s mother while she was in our home, yet I realize that sometimes even my wisdom and love is not enough. She needs to find her true path, and recognize her sickness in her own way.
I am missing my little one. We have a very special bond, and her smile lights the moments of my life in so many ways. I know she misses me as well, so in this moment I just pray to see her soon. I know there is always a purpose to Life’s lessons, yet I just wish to give my baby granddaughter the love she deserves, and allow her the benefit of a great big family to teach her about life. I hope her mama see’s that just because she no longer lives in our home, it does not mean she cannot count us as part of her family. No one can walk this Earth alone, and we all need to count our allies and keep our true friends close.
I pray to hold my little one soon….
